Dear you,

" I’m different, I promise you I’ll try my best to keep up with your life even if I’m not really in it anymore. I know I may be miles apart from some of you, and we may not get to talk that much anymore and maybe we’re not even close friends. Maybe you don’t even consider me a friend, maybe you consider me a best friend; who knows? But I promise you that if you were once part of my life and meant something to me, I’m always going to be here. No matter what we went through, no matter who you are, and no matter how long it has been, I understand people change, mature, grow up and go through experiences that are unexplainable. Trust me, I’ve been through it all. So if anyone needs someone to listen, talk to, or even just give some advice go ahead and talk to me. Things won’t change. "

--- i found this on tumlbr somwehere, and as much as i want to be an ass to you and treat you like dirt, that just not how i role. so ill try, not for you, but to overcome this phase and know that i can do better than for what i settled for. but this goes for anyone who played a significant role in my life. <3

"I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for always being nice. Always apologizing for things I didn’t do, for getting attached, for making you a huge part of my life, wasting time on you, depending on you, thinking about you, wishing for you, dreaming of you, changing for you. And most of all, for not hating you when I know that I should. - ex0rcist, (via tumlr)