i woke up today feeling good about this day, not realizing it rained. 

and when it rains, all thoughts of you come back, and i just have to think of you & what we had. 

i just had to text you asking why you called me last night, not realizing what pain it caused me.

to see those words, it was like a knife cutting through me, once again. 

I want to move one, i honestly do, but i cant let go of everything we've had, 

i just want to tell you to forget about all of this madness and for us just to get back together. 

i wish it was that simple. 

on another note, i've raped the play button a millions times today, its been stuck in my head,