i woke up today feeling good about this day, not realizing it rained. 

and when it rains, all thoughts of you come back, and i just have to think of you & what we had. 

i just had to text you asking why you called me last night, not realizing what pain it caused me.

to see those words, it was like a knife cutting through me, once again. 

I want to move one, i honestly do, but i cant let go of everything we've had, 

i just want to tell you to forget about all of this madness and for us just to get back together. 

i wish it was that simple. 

on another note, i've raped the play button a millions times today, its been stuck in my head,

its okay not to be okay, ;

Helllo worldd!!
its been such a longg time. so much as happened! arh
work has been a drag! i finally told my boss i was quitting, im leaving for KU in like a month & a half, with nothing packed or bought! so stressed out, but just living life noww!
This weekend has gone too fast! i had a good weekend, went out witht the girls saturday & sunday night,! we had a ball & i had a great workout. haha
I miss having someone to call and talk to, i miss having that other person who you can depend on. sigh, but its oaky not to be okay, but ill be fine. ;)
on to bigger & better things.