some day when i stop loving you,;

Everything happens for a reason, & ill be fine with out you, <3
 - regret nothing,

i woke up today feeling good about this day, not realizing it rained. 

and when it rains, all thoughts of you come back, and i just have to think of you & what we had. 

i just had to text you asking why you called me last night, not realizing what pain it caused me.

to see those words, it was like a knife cutting through me, once again. 

I want to move one, i honestly do, but i cant let go of everything we've had, 

i just want to tell you to forget about all of this madness and for us just to get back together. 

i wish it was that simple. 

on another note, i've raped the play button a millions times today, its been stuck in my head,

its okay not to be okay, ;

Helllo worldd!!
its been such a longg time. so much as happened! arh
work has been a drag! i finally told my boss i was quitting, im leaving for KU in like a month & a half, with nothing packed or bought! so stressed out, but just living life noww!
This weekend has gone too fast! i had a good weekend, went out witht the girls saturday & sunday night,! we had a ball & i had a great workout. haha
I miss having someone to call and talk to, i miss having that other person who you can depend on. sigh, but its oaky not to be okay, but ill be fine. ;)
on to bigger & better things.

This week I have been busy working and just baby sitting. I found out that I was overdrawn $7.00 in my bank account. HA! I have no idea. hm, i think it was the large pizza Krissy and I had for lunch the other day. ugh. there goes more money just to cover that seven dollars. argh.
So the IRS is hiring, I am going to apply and hope that I get that full time position. ughhh but then again..........
anyways, i just wanted to update. =)

anything and everything.

Life has been steady for me!

I have resigned my position at Maritz! Thursday being my last day! I am very excited yet sad to leave such a great place, but I honestly did not like what I was doing!

Cafe Fresh starts next week, I am excited how the week will turn out and how long i'll be working there. Planning to apply for another position in a different department at Maritz and work 2 jobs! ugh I hope things do go as plan. I need all the money I can get, but I am so lazy!!

Anyways, it's finally the weekend, I have been waiting all weekend for the weekend! I need to release some stress? haha  I have no idea from what, but just a nice break before going to working in a different enviorment! argh.

But on Wednesday Thomas and I had a date! We went to catch a movie, Resident Evil: Afterlife. and I was really into it!., but other than that, the night was gloomy and rainning! We got some chicken gizzards and went to my house! Rented two Red Box movies, Letter's to Juliet and My Name is Khan, which i think both are great movies esp. My Name is Khan, you should totally watch it if you havent, It's very touching and makes you think! Well to me it did,. hahah other than that the night ended and I was off to bed around 2 in the morning!

Today Sadie and I went to visit Thomas and we went to get lunch! Stayed there for about 2 hours, picked up my check, deposited it, and got ice cream with Sadie! She is such a cuite patudie and a blabber mouth! Which is even more entertaining! haha! after that we came home and about 2 hours later went to Super Wal Mart with Megan! spent about 2 hours there and now im here! what a busy day it has been!

Plans for tomorrow? I have no idea i just hope it will be fun filled! ;)

Anyways I can't wait for season 4 of Gossip Girl! Watched all of the seasons over this summer and was hooked! I still can't believe that Dan and Georgina! OMG and she had the guts to leave him! ARGH but i was not surprised.! I can't wait to see what is in store!

On the other hand I can't wait for GLEE!!!

This would be the second season! Charice Pempengco will be in this season! So I am looking forward to what is instore. It's going to be so crazy with all of the relationships from Finn and Rachel to Mr. Shuester and Miss Pillsubry. and of coure all of the singing that will be done! I hope there will be more face time for the "asians' on Glee. haha!

I Love Selena Gomez!

Just thought i'd share. :D

Reality!

This weekend was a blast!! I had a very nice break from reality!
The trip to MN was greatt! Now I'm dreading to go to work! -_-

Choices!

So it is finally Labor Day Weekend!
I had plans with Thomas, but it didn't turn out as planned like always!
So i've decided to go to MN?! Still debating though! Gosh hmm. I'll pack just incase if I do go or not.
But today is actually a nice day! The rain has cleared and gone! It's all sunshin! I just hope its not too hot outside!

Well it's back to packing! and I have to get my check later on! Hm, I wonder how much i made! haha!

Wish List!

So i've been browsing on Ebay!

Which is a bad idea because it is awfully addictive!

So far this is what i've come up with! HA! ohh this wishful thinking! *sigh

gotta get ready for theee eye appt.!

it's afternoon already!?

OMG. I totally slept in until 12 ish today!
I've been doing that lately! errr -_-
but i am off until next Tuesday! Oh what a great break it'll be again! HA!
Must find a new job! Must find a new job!!
I have nothing for today's plan except my Eye appointment at 4:30. Finally getting new glasses! YAY!
other than that this is it! Have a great day!

Oh September!

September is finally here! Which means...... that summer is coming to a end. =(
August seemed like forever with school starting, last minute trips, and shopping!
So far I have accomplished nothing towards my future! Saving money has been no good, it's just so easy to spend rather than saving. I have a only a couple months before school will start and I have not decided where to attend! Gotta start planning for that and hopefully i'll be better prepared and all.
It's back to work today. I had a great break from work which I dread going to, but hey a job is a job. I will probably only work today out of the whole week. Still debating if I want to go to MN for a wedding. Oh why am I so undesicive?
It was raining this morning and has stop. This weather is totaly bipolar!